Devious Journal Entry----------
sucumb now
to the black inspiration...
Homage revthey stood in awe. eyes opened so wide i expected blood to blur their vision.Homage rev
a child cried out somewhere. loud, obnocious, alive... something alien to this place.
wind rusling dry leaves against the crowd. who stood, oblivious to the gnashing cold, making eyes water and breath whisp past blushing faces
time didn\'t matter. the clouds were alit, by sun. by moon. it didn\'t matter.
every eye followed the flicker, the every twitch, of a single candle flame. fighting against t
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reflections8/02 never meant for it to happen. -knew it would heard water running. opened shower to check. never meant to see. -had to. saw him- -myself through the fog, sitting, crosslegged, in a half full tub. -red water. blood. sleeping. -no. praying. elbows propped on knees. head slumped forward, propped on hands. -clasped together. praying. crying. -not crying. ...thumbs... -thrust in bleeding eyes. saw water pouring down over him. -me. sound of rain. -tears. &reflections
the storms conviction10/02the storms conviction
hunched over somewhere torrents of rain washing so many things away the crusted blood ichor of the abomination each drop of rain each particle of dust chipping away through the madness i faught the storm but in the end lost black and red revealing skin wrought in darkness a being so unfamiliar i never recognized myself scars channeling the rivlets of water past this peice of me that shyed into the shadows as if the knowledge of who of what he was would drive him mad mind as much a s
Just Screamingthis is just another scream brought on by complete misinterpretation, and a bottled up sigh of everything. my mouth is dry, parched by the burning of my words, lost forever to my palms, as I mutter under my breath, and desperately claw my eyes. I want the world to understand, all the things I wont say. why can't you just listen, and hear the cries that scream from my head? there is so much that needs to be said, but as the sand slips through the hourglass, so too do my hopes falter, and those brisk phrases change, rearrange themselves, and soJust Screaming
-Apocalypse-Apocalypse-Apocalypse-
Dark skies close in O’er masked contemplations- Now wander through the volatile minds of emotional beggars. Singed hair burns foul, as once more Icharus has flown too close and fanned the flames of mankind’s destruction. Upheaval comes.. And goes..
Bloody streaks of angst caked black
in untold layers of filthy soot. Ripped free from inhibitions- spewing
Dont slip-Don't fall..Dont slip-
Slipping d o w n once more..
grey walls close in- a haunting silence echoes
through the hollow void of your.. Nightmares on parade one ghoulish scene flows into the next.. grim soldiers set upon the dark task at hand- gruesome images flicker in cinematic glory upon the backlit screen of the unconscious. Flesh is ripped from bone with great deliberation. Children scream in terror mothers
Hope all is well with you.
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Nyk
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\"I Tell You: One must still have chaos in one to give birth to a dancing star!\" ~ Nietzsche
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
Lessons I have learned from my HP Lovecraft Tarot cards.. *chuckle*
It was so nice to see you in my journal..
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Nyk
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\"I Tell You: One must still have chaos in one to give birth to a dancing star!\" ~ Nietzsche
thanks hon
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Nyk
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\"I Tell You: One must still have chaos in one to give birth to a dancing star!\" ~ Nietzsche
Yea I took down all my stuff...I dont rember why..But I garenty it was an top of the line resion at the time....
"some little 10yearold geek decided to show the world how much ass it takes to accually be a dick... gee... glad we got ppl like him in the world"
WTF!!!? Hahaha Im sorry but you will half to help me with that one!!!
I didnt get the last bit eather!! Hahaha How sad...
xoxo-Alli
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Nyk
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\"I Tell You: One must still have chaos in one to give birth to a dancing star!\" ~ Nietzsche
nik, are you wearing the skirt and pompoms?
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the world will tear you apart, chew you up, and spit you out only to consume you again and restart the process
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